[It might be marriage counselling if Byakuya would let her get within a hundred feet of him.
Anyway this is getting extremely uncomfortable. Sometimes she's convinced he loves her back, with small gestures and considerations. Others she accepts his disdain but falls for him harder still. He's her whole world. What does it matter if her feelings aren't returned in full? Loving him makes her happy. She'd die for him. Almost has, several times.
But every time she types that out, the spread of words turns sour. Jonas just wouldn't get it. He's not in love. He can't be, if that's how he sees it.]
He loves me in his own way.
But it doesn't matter, because it's none of your business either. What were you just saying when I asked about you and Naruto?
omg this is totally different than that and you know it. It's tangentially my business like as a friend I'm obligated to make sure you're not some creep's battered wife or smth messed up like that.
And to retroactively stop you from pulling this card in our future convos bc I feel like it'll come up again, the thing with Naruto was not my first kiss at all.
It was my first time getting CPR though hahahahahahha
[She could make ever so many rebuttals to this, each more bitter than the last. Battered wife, as if! Never once has Byakuya-sama laid a hand on her, he's a gentleman! Unlike so many people.
But she's utterly stymied by a singular, sentimental word.]
jonas' stomach performs an anxious little flop. is it rhetorical sarcasm or an actual question? why aren't text messages equipped with tones he can read?)
[Guess whose got two thumbs and also has a stomach doing flip flops?]
I knew Americans were casual but this is a lot to take in.
[Does she want to accept? Jonas seems nice. He's an idiot, but also he'd come around so quickly after having a fright about Syo. And he gave her his jacket, and he's interested in things she has to say, and he wants to make jokes, and...well...]
I guess if you're fine being associated with me, we can be friends.
[Heheh...heh...friends. Friiieeeeeends...
Is it really happening? Is she becoming more palatable to regular society?]
Nooooooo omg, I don't think so?? ymmv sister, like I'm not perfect but I'm not creepy. I'm in this, though, and that should p much cover it lol
(well, that's that.
... now what is he supposed to do? all of the friends he's had in the past weren't actually friends, so the activities he did with them surely won't translate to a relationship with fukawa. it shouldn't be horrifying to actually open up and confess that, but jonas clams up and falls back on the most poignant question known to man:)
Woah, okay, I'll give you the skinny on the acronyms, but then I NEED to know about your writing career lol
ymmv = your mileage may vary wyd = what you doing?
I'll take "too guileless to be creepy" though and wear it like a badge of honour, but I think you're underestimating my tolerance for ppl. It is perhaps TOO high. I don't "trial run" stuff, I just try to live it yk? Like if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, but if it does..... super.
Author time, lay it on me. Intended audience? Genre?????
Why does looking at the continued diminishment of language fill me with a deep existential dread?
[TEXT SPEAK, BAH.]
It probably is too high. I know you'll regret it, but if your weird social experiment has to involve tolerating my company for a while, then I guess I'll bear through it with you.
As for my work, I write for a broad audience. I'm a primarily a romance novelist.
WoOow, you are so melodramatic. I can type normally, you know. Look at me go. I just choose not to because I am lazy. So, if you want me to totally water down my personality and continue to type like a robot, then you just say the word and I'll do it.
I wouldn't laugh at that though?? First of all there's nothing funny about it lmao and you're way smarter than me. Second of all romances can be super dope and full of drama and mystery and intrigue. And there's not just one genre of romance, there's like a billion yk.
Gimme a book title and/or summary of one, c'mon, lay it on me.👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
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Anyway this is getting extremely uncomfortable. Sometimes she's convinced he loves her back, with small gestures and considerations. Others she accepts his disdain but falls for him harder still. He's her whole world. What does it matter if her feelings aren't returned in full? Loving him makes her happy. She'd die for him. Almost has, several times.
But every time she types that out, the spread of words turns sour. Jonas just wouldn't get it. He's not in love. He can't be, if that's how he sees it.]
He loves me in his own way.
But it doesn't matter, because it's none of your business either. What were you just saying when I asked about you and Naruto?
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And to retroactively stop you from pulling this card in our future convos bc I feel like it'll come up again, the thing with Naruto was not my first kiss at all.
It was my first time getting CPR though hahahahahahha
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But she's utterly stymied by a singular, sentimental word.]
Friend?
[HER?
HIM?
WHAT]
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jonas' stomach performs an anxious little flop. is it rhetorical sarcasm or an actual question? why aren't text messages equipped with tones he can read?)
Yeah. Is that okay?
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I knew Americans were casual but this is a lot to take in.
[Does she want to accept? Jonas seems nice. He's an idiot, but also he'd come around so quickly after having a fright about Syo. And he gave her his jacket, and he's interested in things she has to say, and he wants to make jokes, and...well...]
I guess if you're fine being associated with me, we can be friends.
[Heheh...heh...friends. Friiieeeeeends...
Is it really happening? Is she becoming more palatable to regular society?]
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IT'S SO HARD. IT'S SO HARD TO KNOW.)
Oh man, sorry, I didn't mean to freak you out or anything.
I'm totally fine with it on my end, tbh I'm not all sunshine and roses all the time either, but if you need time to decide or smth just lmk.
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I'm not freaking out! Is there a reason I should be?
And don't think you can retract your words so easily. If you're saying we're friends, you better mean it one hundred percent!
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(well, that's that.
... now what is he supposed to do? all of the friends he's had in the past weren't actually friends, so the activities he did with them surely won't translate to a relationship with fukawa. it shouldn't be horrifying to actually open up and confess that, but jonas clams up and falls back on the most poignant question known to man:)
So like
wyd?
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I guess you're too guileless to be creepy anyway. I'll accept a trial run then. That way you can back out later once you're bored and sick of me.
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ymmv = your mileage may vary
wyd = what you doing?
I'll take "too guileless to be creepy" though and wear it like a badge of honour, but I think you're underestimating my tolerance for ppl. It is perhaps TOO high. I don't "trial run" stuff, I just try to live it yk? Like if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, but if it does..... super.
Author time, lay it on me. Intended audience? Genre?????
i let this sit WAY TOO LONG SCREAMS
[TEXT SPEAK, BAH.]
It probably is too high. I know you'll regret it, but if your weird social experiment has to involve tolerating my company for a while, then I guess I'll bear through it with you.
As for my work, I write for a broad audience. I'm a primarily a romance novelist.
If you laugh I'll destroy you.
same, EXAMS ARE OVER THOUGH, GOOD RIDDANCE
I wouldn't laugh at that though?? First of all there's nothing funny about it lmao and you're way smarter than me. Second of all romances can be super dope and full of drama and mystery and intrigue. And there's not just one genre of romance, there's like a billion yk.
Gimme a book title and/or summary of one, c'mon, lay it on me.👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻