Thank you Really Her name was Suzanna but she went by Suze Or she wanted everyone to call her Suze bc it was "shorter and cuter" and didn't make her sound 80 And she preferred to be 2nd when it came to "Ben and Suze" not "Suze and Ben" bc someone thought her name was Susan Ben once idk she was such a weirdo
I don't think I ever asked if you had siblings or anything and I'm sorry about that Should've been a little more thorough lol What was her name? What was she like?
[The level of detail Jonas gives about his mom is... sweet, in a way he's not expecting. He should've, because Jonas is sweet, and he's been paying attention even when it looked like he wasn't. He just didn't give Jonas a lot of chances to show it, maybe. Or they were too busy doing something else (each other).]
you know, you're a weirdo too maybe that's where you got it from
don't apologize, pretty sure it's my fault that's what noctis chewed me out about by the way that i never ask you stuff. and i mean, he's right. that's how i was trying to keep it chill between us so we could have fun, and i wouldn't start getting... the strings [is that what they're calling "feelings" now, bro to bro] it scared me
i didn't think i'd get so fucked up when i imagined you and noctis together
( Cain says something so heartfelt about trying, resisting strings, failing, being frightenedβessentially confessing to having romantic feelings for him. It brings colour to Jonas' cheeks, tears to his eyes, and fills him with a confusion he doesn't know how to express.
Then he follows it up with the most Cain-like interaction of all time. Mila, the mystery sister, is "cool." Great. He knows so much more than he did.
Jonas can't help but laugh at the entire situation, a little thing he turns his head to choke off against his shoulder. What a fucking idiot. )
I love you too dumbass It's whatever, we can figure this whole headache out later Either way you guys are gonna be my best friends okay? Nothing's gonna change about that
Just Tell me about Mila Like stream of consciousness, whatever comes up first Did she pass away?
[The L word again... How does Jonas just do that so confidently... It's going to give him a panic attack.]
okay thanks
and no. i don't think so but i wouldn't have known until i got back home if she did haven't really seen her since i was 15 she moved out, got married and had kids she was happy. i was the problem kid, even worse after she left. but she taught me everything i know how to shoot a gun, how to drive, all that stuff
That's so great like That she got away from all that Not you but just Mars and general and stuff, you said it's pretty harsh there I'm happy for her
Sorry you had to say goodbye Cain We're similar there I think idk having a role model taken away isn't the greatest feeling She sounded like a badass though
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Really
Her name was Suzanna but she went by Suze
Or she wanted everyone to call her Suze bc it was "shorter and cuter" and didn't make her sound 80
And she preferred to be 2nd when it came to "Ben and Suze" not "Suze and Ben" bc someone thought her name was Susan Ben once
idk she was such a weirdo
I don't think I ever asked if you had siblings or anything and I'm sorry about that
Should've been a little more thorough lol
What was her name?
What was she like?
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you know, you're a weirdo too
maybe that's where you got it from
don't apologize, pretty sure it's my fault
that's what noctis chewed me out about by the way
that i never ask you stuff. and i mean, he's right. that's how i was trying to keep it chill between us
so we could have fun, and i wouldn't start getting... the strings [is that what they're calling "feelings" now, bro to bro]
it scared me
i didn't think i'd get so fucked up when i imagined you and noctis together
2/2
she was pretty cool
[............. THAT'S IT]
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Then he follows it up with the most Cain-like interaction of all time. Mila, the mystery sister, is "cool." Great. He knows so much more than he did.
Jonas can't help but laugh at the entire situation, a little thing he turns his head to choke off against his shoulder. What a fucking idiot. )
I love you too dumbass
It's whatever, we can figure this whole headache out later
Either way you guys are gonna be my best friends okay?
Nothing's gonna change about that
Just
Tell me about Mila
Like stream of consciousness, whatever comes up first
Did she pass away?
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okay
thanks
and no. i don't think so
but i wouldn't have known until i got back home if she did
haven't really seen her since i was 15
she moved out, got married and had kids
she was happy. i was the problem kid, even worse after she left.
but she taught me everything i know
how to shoot a gun, how to drive, all that stuff
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That she got away from all that
Not you but just Mars and general and stuff, you said it's pretty harsh there
I'm happy for her
Sorry you had to say goodbye Cain
We're similar there I think
idk having a role model taken away isn't the greatest feeling
She sounded like a badass though
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and i feel the same
i'm glad she's happy
you'll text me if you need me, right?
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I can't handle all of this by myself so
I promise I will
You do the same okay?
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promise.