Oh, sorry. Thanks ig, ik I jumped the gun on that one lol.
It isn't a huge concern. tbh it isn't even a medium-sized concern. I passed out bc I ate those candies at the harvest fest and he was just trying to save me bc he thought I was dying.
Neither of us thinks the CPR was a kiss. After the CPR though, I kinda laid one on him. I was still totally out of it, so none of it was anybody's fault, it just happened to go down that way.
Then you saw the super public thing you saw. Naruto fr didn't know other ppl could read our texts.
I think he's immature but he's also the kind of stupid that swings back around to being smart. If that makes any sense? He's the first one to openly posit that this might not be a true death, and to ask whether people would consider staying over leaving.
Besides, sometimes you need someone too thick-skulled to see the odds in order to beat them.
I definitely prefer someone more refined, myself. If I didn't belong to Byakuya-sama I might be in serious trouble here.
Wooooow, you sure you're not into Naruto? Hahahaha
You should have a serious "friend chat" with him sometime, Fukawa, maybe you'll change your mind?? He can sober up when things get real, yk? That's when it's supposed to count anyway.
No offence to Byakuya but "refined" sounds a bit boring imho. What else did you like about him?
Every time i have to write byakuya thirst i lose a year of my lifespan
What the hell? OF COURSE NOT. I've never even met him!
Pretty sure you're the one in love with him, just look at this glowing review.
And refined is NOT boring, thank you. If you ever met Byakuya-sama you would understand instantly! He's intelligent, cultured, heroic, debonair, and the most beautiful man to ever live. You should be grateful he isn't here with us, just looking at him once would ruin every other man for all eternity!
i will make you write about byakuya once a thread (threat)
Oh, yeah. I'm absolutely over the moon for Naruto. I've got a picture of him in my wallet. Tattooed whiskers, be still my heart.
(so broad, though... a man who would hold a partner tightly. a big spoon, if you will...
stares out the window...)
Fukawa, I hate to break it to you, hon, but even the most pretentious, beautiful rich boys are gonna adjust their junk and rip one when they think no one's paying attention. Like ik the illusion is nice and I'm sure he's a cool dude, it just doesn't sound 100% real.
I don't want you to get disappointed or anything. Is he nice to you?
[Okay her opinion of this kid has officially sunk again.
Also when did the spotlight swing back around on her? She came here to needle him for gossip and sordid details, and suddenly she's in the interrogation chair? It's like he's played some sort of psychic Uno reverse card. Despicable!]
Don't talk about his [She CANNOT say junk here he's too prestigious] noble unmentionables so casually! That's none of your business!
[nailed it]
He allows me to carry out his will. That's all I need.
I don't expect you to understand, it's a very advanced connection we share.
I consider myself a p honest person, Fukawa, so I'm just telling you now that I'm never gonna forget that combo of words.
I'm side-eyeing the he """ALLOWS"" you to """carry out his will""" part though. That sounds kinda grim, or like.... manipulative or smth. Like what do you get out of the relationship if you worship and do everything for him?
I REFUSE TO ABUSE HIS FLAWLESS BODY WITH USELESS TERMS LIKE "JUNK"!
[not unless he asks her too...hehe
Also staring at this last bit. Um.]
It's not manipulative. I'm happily offering my life to him, forever. And there's no greater joy on Earth than being useful to the man you love. It's how I can best show my devotion.
All of what you said just now is extremely cringe-y. Like I'm not out here trying to tell you how to live your life, I just wanna say that "being useful to the man you love" is circa the 1800s.
[It might be marriage counselling if Byakuya would let her get within a hundred feet of him.
Anyway this is getting extremely uncomfortable. Sometimes she's convinced he loves her back, with small gestures and considerations. Others she accepts his disdain but falls for him harder still. He's her whole world. What does it matter if her feelings aren't returned in full? Loving him makes her happy. She'd die for him. Almost has, several times.
But every time she types that out, the spread of words turns sour. Jonas just wouldn't get it. He's not in love. He can't be, if that's how he sees it.]
He loves me in his own way.
But it doesn't matter, because it's none of your business either. What were you just saying when I asked about you and Naruto?
omg this is totally different than that and you know it. It's tangentially my business like as a friend I'm obligated to make sure you're not some creep's battered wife or smth messed up like that.
And to retroactively stop you from pulling this card in our future convos bc I feel like it'll come up again, the thing with Naruto was not my first kiss at all.
It was my first time getting CPR though hahahahahahha
[She could make ever so many rebuttals to this, each more bitter than the last. Battered wife, as if! Never once has Byakuya-sama laid a hand on her, he's a gentleman! Unlike so many people.
But she's utterly stymied by a singular, sentimental word.]
jonas' stomach performs an anxious little flop. is it rhetorical sarcasm or an actual question? why aren't text messages equipped with tones he can read?)
[Guess whose got two thumbs and also has a stomach doing flip flops?]
I knew Americans were casual but this is a lot to take in.
[Does she want to accept? Jonas seems nice. He's an idiot, but also he'd come around so quickly after having a fright about Syo. And he gave her his jacket, and he's interested in things she has to say, and he wants to make jokes, and...well...]
I guess if you're fine being associated with me, we can be friends.
[Heheh...heh...friends. Friiieeeeeends...
Is it really happening? Is she becoming more palatable to regular society?]
Nooooooo omg, I don't think so?? ymmv sister, like I'm not perfect but I'm not creepy. I'm in this, though, and that should p much cover it lol
(well, that's that.
... now what is he supposed to do? all of the friends he's had in the past weren't actually friends, so the activities he did with them surely won't translate to a relationship with fukawa. it shouldn't be horrifying to actually open up and confess that, but jonas clams up and falls back on the most poignant question known to man:)
Woah, okay, I'll give you the skinny on the acronyms, but then I NEED to know about your writing career lol
ymmv = your mileage may vary wyd = what you doing?
I'll take "too guileless to be creepy" though and wear it like a badge of honour, but I think you're underestimating my tolerance for ppl. It is perhaps TOO high. I don't "trial run" stuff, I just try to live it yk? Like if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, but if it does..... super.
Author time, lay it on me. Intended audience? Genre?????
Why does looking at the continued diminishment of language fill me with a deep existential dread?
[TEXT SPEAK, BAH.]
It probably is too high. I know you'll regret it, but if your weird social experiment has to involve tolerating my company for a while, then I guess I'll bear through it with you.
As for my work, I write for a broad audience. I'm a primarily a romance novelist.
WoOow, you are so melodramatic. I can type normally, you know. Look at me go. I just choose not to because I am lazy. So, if you want me to totally water down my personality and continue to type like a robot, then you just say the word and I'll do it.
I wouldn't laugh at that though?? First of all there's nothing funny about it lmao and you're way smarter than me. Second of all romances can be super dope and full of drama and mystery and intrigue. And there's not just one genre of romance, there's like a billion yk.
Gimme a book title and/or summary of one, c'mon, lay it on me.👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
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Oh, sorry. Thanks ig, ik I jumped the gun on that one lol.
It isn't a huge concern. tbh it isn't even a medium-sized concern. I passed out bc I ate those candies at the harvest fest and he was just trying to save me bc he thought I was dying.
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But also what the fuck?]
So it was just CPR?
What the hell was he making such a racket over then? If he knew enough to give it he should know it doesn't count as a kiss.
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Neither of us thinks the CPR was a kiss. After the CPR though, I kinda laid one on him. I was still totally out of it, so none of it was anybody's fault, it just happened to go down that way.
Then you saw the super public thing you saw. Naruto fr didn't know other ppl could read our texts.
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I gathered as much. He's not the only one figuring out how to use the phone, but he's definitely the slowest at it.
Does that mean he's your type after all?
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I wouldn't say he's my type though. That's not to say he's not a good-looking guy or whatever, he just has a lot going on. What do you think?
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I think he's immature but he's also the kind of stupid that swings back around to being smart. If that makes any sense? He's the first one to openly posit that this might not be a true death, and to ask whether people would consider staying over leaving.
Besides, sometimes you need someone too thick-skulled to see the odds in order to beat them.
I definitely prefer someone more refined, myself. If I didn't belong to Byakuya-sama I might be in serious trouble here.
[Ignoring...what Syo did to Sylvain...hahaha....]
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You should have a serious "friend chat" with him sometime, Fukawa, maybe you'll change your mind?? He can sober up when things get real, yk? That's when it's supposed to count anyway.
No offence to Byakuya but "refined" sounds a bit boring imho. What else did you like about him?
Every time i have to write byakuya thirst i lose a year of my lifespan
Pretty sure you're the one in love with him, just look at this glowing review.
And refined is NOT boring, thank you. If you ever met Byakuya-sama you would understand instantly! He's intelligent, cultured, heroic, debonair, and the most beautiful man to ever live. You should be grateful he isn't here with us, just looking at him once would ruin every other man for all eternity!
i will make you write about byakuya once a thread (threat)
(so broad, though... a man who would hold a partner tightly. a big spoon, if you will...
stares out the window...)
Fukawa, I hate to break it to you, hon, but even the most pretentious, beautiful rich boys are gonna adjust their junk and rip one when they think no one's paying attention. Like ik the illusion is nice and I'm sure he's a cool dude, it just doesn't sound 100% real.
I don't want you to get disappointed or anything. Is he nice to you?
I won't even have time to drop I'll just be dead
[Okay her opinion of this kid has officially sunk again.
Also when did the spotlight swing back around on her? She came here to needle him for gossip and sordid details, and suddenly she's in the interrogation chair? It's like he's played some sort of psychic Uno reverse card. Despicable!]
Don't talk about his [She CANNOT say junk here he's too prestigious] noble unmentionables so casually! That's none of your business!
[nailed it]
He allows me to carry out his will. That's all I need.
I don't expect you to understand, it's a very advanced connection we share.
that sounds like a YOU PROBLEM
(oh boy, here we go)
I consider myself a p honest person, Fukawa, so I'm just telling you now that I'm never gonna forget that combo of words.
I'm side-eyeing the he """ALLOWS"" you to """carry out his will""" part though. That sounds kinda grim, or like.... manipulative or smth. Like what do you get out of the relationship if you worship and do everything for him?
Weeps bitterly
I REFUSE TO ABUSE HIS FLAWLESS BODY WITH USELESS TERMS LIKE "JUNK"!
[not unless he asks her too...hehe
Also staring at this last bit. Um.]
It's not manipulative. I'm happily offering my life to him, forever. And there's no greater joy on Earth than being useful to the man you love. It's how I can best show my devotion.
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Is he equally devoted to you??
(what is this, marriage counselling)
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Anyway this is getting extremely uncomfortable. Sometimes she's convinced he loves her back, with small gestures and considerations. Others she accepts his disdain but falls for him harder still. He's her whole world. What does it matter if her feelings aren't returned in full? Loving him makes her happy. She'd die for him. Almost has, several times.
But every time she types that out, the spread of words turns sour. Jonas just wouldn't get it. He's not in love. He can't be, if that's how he sees it.]
He loves me in his own way.
But it doesn't matter, because it's none of your business either. What were you just saying when I asked about you and Naruto?
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And to retroactively stop you from pulling this card in our future convos bc I feel like it'll come up again, the thing with Naruto was not my first kiss at all.
It was my first time getting CPR though hahahahahahha
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But she's utterly stymied by a singular, sentimental word.]
Friend?
[HER?
HIM?
WHAT]
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jonas' stomach performs an anxious little flop. is it rhetorical sarcasm or an actual question? why aren't text messages equipped with tones he can read?)
Yeah. Is that okay?
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I knew Americans were casual but this is a lot to take in.
[Does she want to accept? Jonas seems nice. He's an idiot, but also he'd come around so quickly after having a fright about Syo. And he gave her his jacket, and he's interested in things she has to say, and he wants to make jokes, and...well...]
I guess if you're fine being associated with me, we can be friends.
[Heheh...heh...friends. Friiieeeeeends...
Is it really happening? Is she becoming more palatable to regular society?]
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IT'S SO HARD. IT'S SO HARD TO KNOW.)
Oh man, sorry, I didn't mean to freak you out or anything.
I'm totally fine with it on my end, tbh I'm not all sunshine and roses all the time either, but if you need time to decide or smth just lmk.
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I'm not freaking out! Is there a reason I should be?
And don't think you can retract your words so easily. If you're saying we're friends, you better mean it one hundred percent!
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(well, that's that.
... now what is he supposed to do? all of the friends he's had in the past weren't actually friends, so the activities he did with them surely won't translate to a relationship with fukawa. it shouldn't be horrifying to actually open up and confess that, but jonas clams up and falls back on the most poignant question known to man:)
So like
wyd?
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I guess you're too guileless to be creepy anyway. I'll accept a trial run then. That way you can back out later once you're bored and sick of me.
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ymmv = your mileage may vary
wyd = what you doing?
I'll take "too guileless to be creepy" though and wear it like a badge of honour, but I think you're underestimating my tolerance for ppl. It is perhaps TOO high. I don't "trial run" stuff, I just try to live it yk? Like if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, but if it does..... super.
Author time, lay it on me. Intended audience? Genre?????
i let this sit WAY TOO LONG SCREAMS
[TEXT SPEAK, BAH.]
It probably is too high. I know you'll regret it, but if your weird social experiment has to involve tolerating my company for a while, then I guess I'll bear through it with you.
As for my work, I write for a broad audience. I'm a primarily a romance novelist.
If you laugh I'll destroy you.
same, EXAMS ARE OVER THOUGH, GOOD RIDDANCE
I wouldn't laugh at that though?? First of all there's nothing funny about it lmao and you're way smarter than me. Second of all romances can be super dope and full of drama and mystery and intrigue. And there's not just one genre of romance, there's like a billion yk.
Gimme a book title and/or summary of one, c'mon, lay it on me.👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻