( A swell of pride. In Cain for wanting to be a better man. In Noctis for being brave enough to talk about it. In himself for standing up for what he believes in.
He becomes terribly hopeful, but holds it back to approach the conversation neutrally. )
[ Noctis, admittedly, is coming into this conversation with an agenda. His anger burns brightly, but it burns fast. While he and Cain still have a lot of work to do on their relationship, he wants to do what he promised. To put in a good word, possibly easing some of the tension between his friends, and keep someone he now knows acted out of defensiveness and impulse from being defined by that mistake.
Not that he considers Jonas to be particularly devoted to grudges. ]
Yeah he did
Said we should talk so we met up. First thing out of his mouth was an apology
That's like....good right? Like different how Different = an improvement?
tbqh I'm trying to figure out how to feel about all this still I'm friends with both of you so it's a bit hard to like balance my crap out You were the one he hurt though so if you accept his apology then I will
I'm really proud of you guys for like idk setting the embarrassment aside to give it a serious talk Seriously man If you're feeling good about it then so am I I knew he could do it if he just let the tough guy act go for a sec
But having him tell me what he thought was going on? Idk it was way off what I was actually feeling or trying to do. Same for him. Shit that's a big deal for me isn't for him
We agreed to be straight up with each other. No more lying or tough guy bullshit, like you said
Take him to taaaaaaask It was really messed up what he did still He has responsibilities now and boohoo if he doesn't like it
I'm glad you guys put everything on the table though Don't fluff me up I'm js you guys did that You and him, not me I interfered way too much, I just want you guys to know that I seriously believe you could've done it without me Both of you have are walking around with 200% a normal human's testosterone levels
Dw I took him there and back, saying I was pissed is an understatement
[ Which is easier to talk about now when he isn't straight up trying to pretend the whole thing never happened. ]
And that was actually pretty touching until the testosterone bit. Tell me you aren't comparing me to that guy
Either way
Thx, Jonas, fr. If I catch him slipping I'll kick his ass back into shape. Ik all the signs now, plus we won't leave you hanging on your weird bug pics again
Good bc I did all this so you'd laugh emoji my bug pics in the future Who knows how many planets we'll be on Who knows how many weird bugs there'll be I feel better knowing I'll have my boys backing me up So idk Thank you for listening to me I'm really glad you're okay but if you ever wanna talk about it more I got you I'm serious anytime
Guess I'm sticking around for a while even if you don't
[ Just like Jonas, he pauses at the follow-up message but for a very, very different reason. It makes him feel warm, and while it's not his chief goal in reaching out, just getting to interact with his friend always makes him feel better. ]
Good I'm a natural navigator
But fr we're good, Jonas. Or better than we've been in a while. Me for sure
Yeah I highly doubt anything I do or have done is gonna scare you away at this point You're like an angry little barnacle
If you're good though then that's seriously all I need to hear When everything calms down a bit and we've all taken some time, I think we should try to hang out again No rush just like idk It'd be cool to just talk about stuff together the 3 of us
[ Slipping back into their usual banter feels good. Right, even, though it feels like the door has opened to do more whenever they need to. A seriousness not just with him, or even with the two of them, but all three of them. ]
Talk about stuff like chill again? Or did you have smth specific in mind
Ngl I think I've said everything I've got to say about what happened
Don't get it twisted, you're way stronger than me, you're just like All muscle ykwim Like you have 0% body fat I have padding (and no I'm not fat I'm just saying if you press my arm your finger is gonna dip)
( ... is that awkward to observe? ... well, it's out there now, and he can't seem to stop typing 😮💨 )
ik though ik, just All 3 of us haven't been in the same room together for weeks To chill yeah but I'm saying if something does come up then we can chat about it I'm down for that It's cool if there's nothing to say though
[ He was prepared for a lot in this conversation but a discussion of body fat percentages wasn't on the list. Nor was imagining the pressure of his fingertips against his skin and how Jonas's body would react to that.
It isn't helping his focus, and his reply is deceptively short for how long it takes him to put together. ]
I run a lot
[ The internal conflicts and stress also burn off a lot of fat. ]
It's too bad we had to leave the ships behind. Yours makes for a way better place to hang out than the tents. More private too
Apparently Ladon followed all our public texts? Idk not saying he'd listen in or w/e but makes me miss actual walls yk
I'll set smth up this time tho. Leave it with me 👍
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How many I be of service?
PS I have a sunburn so no exterior labour
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[ I'LL TAKE IT ]
I'm not here to take I'm here to give. Figured you'd want an update on things but if you're suffering I can come back
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No no no I'm free to talk about whatever
What's up?
You okay?
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[ That's debatable. ]
Just wanted to lyk that Cain and I had a chance to sit down and talk about shit. He came to me first
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( A swell of pride. In Cain for wanting to be a better man. In Noctis for being brave enough to talk about it. In himself for standing up for what he believes in.
He becomes terribly hopeful, but holds it back to approach the conversation neutrally. )
How'd it go?
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Not that he considers Jonas to be particularly devoted to grudges. ]
Yeah he did
Said we should talk so we met up. First thing out of his mouth was an apology
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The apology
And just in general about everything
Did he make excuses or anything?
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Nah
Explained why he did it but he didn't make it sound like that made it okay. He knows he fucked up, which is good bc I'd kick his ass again otherwise
Idk
Things feel different now
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Like different how
Different = an improvement?
tbqh I'm trying to figure out how to feel about all this still
I'm friends with both of you so it's a bit hard to like balance my crap out
You were the one he hurt though so if you accept his apology then I will
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Look before I was ready to cut him out. You already know that. I didn't think he could do that and have anything to say that I'd be willing to hear
But he owned it. Explained how he was seeing things and I told him my side. We both thought we could read other and we were both idiots
I'm giving him another shot
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Like a whole miscommunication thing?
( Pretty insane levels of miscommunication, but... isn't that how everything starts?
Stubborn mind against stubborn mind? )
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idk setting the embarrassment aside to give it a serious talk
Seriously man
If you're feeling good about it then so am I
I knew he could do it if he just let the tough guy act go for a sec
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But having him tell me what he thought was going on? Idk it was way off what I was actually feeling or trying to do. Same for him. Shit that's a big deal for me isn't for him
We agreed to be straight up with each other. No more lying or tough guy bullshit, like you said
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It was really messed up what he did still
He has responsibilities now and boohoo if he doesn't like it
I'm glad you guys put everything on the table though
Don't fluff me up I'm js you guys did that
You and him, not me
I interfered way too much, I just want you guys to know that I seriously believe you could've done it without me
Both of you have are walking around with 200% a normal human's testosterone levels
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[ Which is easier to talk about now when he isn't straight up trying to pretend the whole thing never happened. ]
And that was actually pretty touching until the testosterone bit. Tell me you aren't comparing me to that guy
Either way
Thx, Jonas, fr. If I catch him slipping I'll kick his ass back into shape. Ik all the signs now, plus we won't leave you hanging on your weird bug pics again
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Who knows how many planets we'll be on
Who knows how many weird bugs there'll be
I feel better knowing I'll have my boys backing me up
So idk
Thank you for listening to me
I'm really glad you're okay but if you ever wanna talk about it more I got you
I'm serious anytime
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Pretty sure I've talked more this week than the last five years combined so
You're prob off the hook for a while
Actually if you could mess up instead of me and Cain it'd take the pressure off js
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He doesn't want to make it about him. They don't know him, though. Not in the least. That doesn't feel good anymore. )
Sure lol
I'll mess up eventually
Just stick around
You can take the lead, I'm more of a follower anyway
I like it back here
I've got a nice view
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[ Just like Jonas, he pauses at the follow-up message but for a very, very different reason. It makes him feel warm, and while it's not his chief goal in reaching out, just getting to interact with his friend always makes him feel better. ]
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But fr we're good, Jonas. Or better than we've been in a while. Me for sure
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You're like an angry little barnacle
If you're good though then that's seriously all I need to hear
When everything calms down a bit and we've all taken some time, I think we should try to hang out again
No rush just like idk
It'd be cool to just talk about stuff together the 3 of us
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[ Slipping back into their usual banter feels good. Right, even, though it feels like the door has opened to do more whenever they need to. A seriousness not just with him, or even with the two of them, but all three of them. ]
Talk about stuff like chill again? Or did you have smth specific in mind
Ngl I think I've said everything I've got to say about what happened
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All muscle ykwim
Like you have 0% body fat
I have padding (and no I'm not fat I'm just saying if you press my arm your finger is gonna dip)
( ... is that awkward to observe? ... well, it's out there now, and he can't seem to stop typing 😮💨 )
ik though ik, just
All 3 of us haven't been in the same room together for weeks
To chill yeah but I'm saying if something does come up then we can chat about it
I'm down for that
It's cool if there's nothing to say though
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It isn't helping his focus, and his reply is deceptively short for how long it takes him to put together. ]
I run a lot
[ The internal conflicts and stress also burn off a lot of fat. ]
It's too bad we had to leave the ships behind. Yours makes for a way better place to hang out than the tents. More private too
Apparently Ladon followed all our public texts? Idk not saying he'd listen in or w/e but makes me miss actual walls yk
I'll set smth up this time tho. Leave it with me 👍
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